She stares into the pouring rain.
Insanity threatening her very being.
She loses sight of everything around her.
“I’m not running tonight, My Love”
Memories cloud her subconscious
The arguments.
The anger.
The shots rang out.
Nothing but blood in her hands…
No one can notice the tears pouring from her face…
The pouring rain splashes to the ground.
“I love you” was all he said as he walked away…
The screams make her shudder at her memories…
What happened?
What made her fall?
Why did insanity take the place of her love?
No one knows….
She stands in the rain singing the lullaby he used to sing her…
Her one true friend…
Her lover…
Her everything…
Vanished.
Nothing but a memory….
Images…
Of the love that once was…
She lost her heart…
She lost her sanity…
She lost everything dear…
For what?
Something people call love?
This disgusting word that makes people like me sick.
Everything lost…
For one person…
She collapses to the ground…
Everything she does in life…
Has only reminded her of him…
She tries to give her heart away…
But nothing works…
Nothing…
“I’m sorry” she says with tears in her eyes…
“When are you truly going to trust me with everything?!” he always shouts…
“I-I don’t know…”
“That won’t work anymore!”…
She watches them leave…
Another scar…
Another Mistake…
When will she finally understand…
“Silly me” she says with a smile as rain drops splash on her face…
She isn’t allowed to love freely…
Her heart no longer trusts her…
She no longer trusts herself…
She never had a chance…
That poor pathetic soul…
Heh…
Too bad she’s me.


By: Rain Romance